what if i never opened my mouth
never said a word
never opened my eyes
never watched your smile
never said hello
would those summer nights be more pleasant
than to spend my nights
waiting and hoping for something to happen
i told you everything about me
and i told you that i wouldn't let someone get close to me
i wouldn't repeat my mistakes again
but there was something about you
something about your eyes, that moment i set my guard down
i wanted to let you in even though your head was leaning on another person
i wonder if i can stop this feeling because i drink to my selfishness
i wonder if i can stop this feeling of not being there to hold you
i shouldn't have opened myself
it's pointless I know
i shouldn't have wrote you those things
everything is pointless
i shouldn't have
i can't get over you
everything is pointless but darling
it's easier to say
that you never really wanted to know what I meant by dying
i miss you
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